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[30 Jul 2005|10:07pm] My new journal is green_glitter_. Add me again? I'll keep this journal for communities, though. believe in me?

[30 Jul 2005|05:02pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | none ] So why so I always burn cds while writing my lj entries? I dunno. I'm thinking about getting another lj account because I don't like my username anymore. It's stupid. It always will and always has been. edit: Now I'm seriously pissed off. I accidentally entered 2005 as the year I was born when I tried to register the name unloveable an dnow it's telling me something about a credit card and shit. Then I tried to register another name, this time entering my real age and then it still tells me that cause "this computer has been used to create an uderage account" or some shit like that. Fuck you. I think I'm going back to melo. No I'm not but GAAH. 2 crumbs| believe in me?

[29 Jul 2005|07:13pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | dionysos-song for jedi ] The surgery thing was all good. Had to get another injection after the fist one, though, cause it still hurt. However, it doesn't hurt anymore now. I look sort of Frankenstein-like, or my eyebrow does. If you look closely. The stiches will be taken out in five or six days. Apart from that, nothing happened. I painted "Interpol" on a piece of fabric to give to Chrissie. She can sew it onto a t-shirt or something. I'll also give her the other three Rufus albums. Hm I need to go to the library soon. In the newspaper it said they're going to modernize it or something to make it more appealing. I think it is appealing already. Cause usually not many people are there and it's a beautiful building. It used to be owned by the man who was imperial chancellor of Germany before Hitler was. Interesting isn't it. I really can't think of anything to write. believe in me?

[28 Jul 2005|09:30pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | morrissey-friday mourning ] I'm having that surgery thing tomorrow. waaaah. 2 crumbs| believe in me?

[28 Jul 2005|08:00pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | morrissey-america is not the world ] Sooo I was in Münster today, I got jeans some tiara like thingy and Morrissey, you are the quarry 2 disc edition thingy. This is where my problem starts. I come out of the records store and my musically rather ignorant friends ask me what I bought. And i show them. Shock no. 1: They don't know Morrissey. Shock no. 2: They assume I fancy him Shock no. 3 : They think he makes classical music "he looks as if he's doing classical music" with a machine gun(I don't know much about guns, can you tell?) in his hand of the cover. The way that always works to show ignorant people they "know" The Smiths is over the Charmed theme song. everyone knows that one. So I give her the originaly much muhc better version to listen to, which brings us to shock no.4 : "I still like the other version better". Boo hoo. Okay, Morrissey is a fanatically vegetarian, weird, miserable git who thinks he's better than everyone. But I still love him. Apart from that, the weather sucked cause it was so warm. Haha a quote from a letter Morrissey wrote to his penpal (dunno it it's real but amusing) "Well, I really must watch Loyden Wainwright in concert on mal, tee-vee" How interesting is that. Moz liked Loyden, uhm, Loudon Wainwright. Rumor has it that he likes Rufus too. I read it somewhere but can#t remember where. 3 crumbs| believe in me?

[27 Jul 2005|11:08am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Rufus Wainwright - Foolish love (club soda) ] Holidays can be so BORING. I think I was dieing of boredom yesterday. It was very serious. So I got my cam and took pictures, but I couldn't be arsed to get them on the comp and resize and upload and post them yet. They're not so great anyway, I went to the attci of my granny's house where there's lots of spiders, dust and...crap. Basically. And because it's rather dark up there (as it's usually in attics)most of the pics are blurry cause the time the light falls onto the chip or something is longer when it's dark so the chance of getting a blurry pic is higher. I suppose. Oh well. I also took pics of our house and of the street to give to Felicia hehe. my mum woke me up today because she wanted to know the PIN number of her mobile phone. I mean, okay it used to be my mobile but still. Gaah. I was sleeping so peacefully. Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me. No hope, but no harm, just another false alarm 2 crumbs| believe in me?

I always had it, I never wanted it, now I'm getting rid of your beauty mark [26 Jul 2005|01:10pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | adam green-jessica ] So I was at the doctor's today, at 8.50 a.m. Grr. I'm getting rid of my birth mark(heheee beauty mark)thing (the doctor said it was a birth mark, although it's not dark) on friday, my health insurance doesn't pay it cause it's not dangerous or anything, only for the appearance. I could think of 1000 better ways to spend 30 € but my mum pays it so whatever. I guess it won't be that bad. Lena, Mareike and me are going either to Oberhausen or Münster on thursday, depends on the weather. Yaay going by train again. believe in me?

[25 Jul 2005|02:01pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | none ] Changed my layout slightly. And when I say slightly, I mean slightly haha. I tried to do a couple of things but it all looked like shit. ( look what the post brought me today :D ) ( two pics from Düsseldorf ) 5 crumbs| believe in me?

if we can sparkle he may land tonight [24 Jul 2005|08:27pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | bowie-starman ] I cleaned my room, was running and sat here. What an exciting life. I spend a little longer on cleaning my room cause it has to be tidy when Felicia visits me and that takes some time. But I guess when I'm finished with cleaning everything up, the part where I started is all dusty again. Sigh. Hee, a link to some Johnny Depp fansite on a classmate's website is called deep in depp. I suppose quite an amount of guys would like to be, you know. Haha our stupid newspaper must've been showered with letters concerning the fact that they gave away who dies in half-blood prince. They printed 6 pretty angry letters. Hopefully they'll do it better next time. I'm nice so I'll warn you, this is sort of a spoiler. Another newspaper had an article about the next Harry Potter already, trying to figure out who R.A.B is(and where he/she's been mentioned already) and stuff, was pretty interesting I might keep it and see if they're right. I'm not sure, will Harry really not return to Hogwarts? I dunno, I liked those passages the most for some reason. believe in me?

[23 Jul 2005|07:57pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | slut-homesick ] I was in Düsseldorf today, it was okay I guess, except that I only had like 1,50€ and couldn't find a Volksbank (the band where I have my account). So I went and asked some girl if there was one around. She looked and me strangely and said "I don't think Düsseldorf has a Volksbank" and laughed at me. Fuck her. I can't help the fucking name of that fucking bank. That makes me want to get an account at Sparkasse instead. At least they have such ec thingies everywhere and they're called Sparkasse everwhere. I got my Rdb patch today, it's fab, I looove it! Still no tickets though *sighs*. I dunno where to put the patch, though. Hmm I'll see. I managed to record the "tracks" with Rufus, yaaay. He's so cute (now that's news). Maybe I should watch it while my dad is in the room when Rufus goes "Ecerything the Republicans hate, I love". My dad has athing for the American Republicans. Makes me want to have my tickets even more. No post tomorrow anyway. Booo hoo. 5 crumbs| believe in me?

[22 Jul 2005|05:44pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | none ] Blaah. I'm dying here. Of boredom and fear that the people from Kölnticket forgot about me and that the post doesn't like me cause I still don't have my rdb patches. Maybe it wasn't a very good idea to give Isabel my address after all to send the presents to. Anyway, at least I get out tomorrow, Lena, Mareike and I are going to Düsseldorf, I don't know what I am supposed to do there because I have to save my money for several things, but at least I'm leaving the house(gotta program the vcr, though, cause I think they'll repeat the "tracks" episode with Rufus& the hiden cameras tomorrow. Yes they do. Wohoo. Yay. Happy birthday Rufus Wainwright by the way. So we're having earlier elections in Germany. I don't know how I feel about that, I mean, I can't vote for anything anyway. And whether it's CDU or SPD, it doesn't really matter that much. Or maybe it does. Cause having a woman as chancellor who will try to be Bush's (nevermind) is not better than having a man who doesn't really have a plan but doesn't join war in Iraq? I guess I better shut up as I don't have a clue about politics anyway. I just discovered there are a few unwatched episodes of QAF on my pc. It's on rank 45 or something on wunschliste.de (a site where you can vote for series to be shown ro shown again on tv). They just can't ignore it any longer! See, I'm making paragraphs in my entry now. I always have been really bad at this but I'm trying. It also seems that I've written a lot of stuff if I make paragraphs. He. I watched the All i want dvd lately with German subtitles(to see what they told my mum), isn't "etwas völlig in den Sand setzen" a lovely translation for "to fuck something up"? Very nice, very nice. Couldn't have thought of something better. I should get a grip on learning the code for a cut by heart... ( a bunch of quizzes ) ( jude law and ewan mcgregor in bed. not as kinky as it sounds... ) 2 crumbs| believe in me?

[21 Jul 2005|08:28pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | manics-born to end ] Ergh. My back hurts like a bitch for some reason. And I think I ate too much and drank too much water. The badges and tickets are still not here. Bohoo. Fucking post. Didn't do much today, hung up laundry, played some guitar (found out that Sally Ann is a rather easy song too, so I'm working on that one now), worked out a bit. I'm actually not using my guitar book very much, was more a waste of money but whatever. Another series of attacks in London....they say no one got seriously injured but it's still scary. Weather's shit at the moment. But better than 30°C and sweating to death. Doesn't seem I'm able to get something useful out here I guess. I had another rather odd dream today that involved Antony wearing a placebo belt, masks and music lessons. believe in me?

[20 Jul 2005|05:09pm] [ mood | indifferent ] I hate the post around here. No rdb badges yet, no tickets yet. Gaaaaaah. ahaha and on the tickets it says wainright, too. i could try a lame joke like "at least it doesn't say wainwrong" here, but i won't. I actually should call Aki cause of the cake Chrissi wanted for her birthday. But I don't feel like it at all. Lena's ill, so we can't go to Münster tomorrow. Yes I do know this is my second pointless entry today. Is it the weather? 3 crumbs| believe in me?

[20 Jul 2005|10:58am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Rufus-in my arms ] I'm through with Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Wohoo. It was oki. But I'm still mad at our insensitive newspaper. And I'm not too happy with how the story is developing. Well I can't do much about it, can I? Apparently I'm seeing Rufus Wainright. Not Wainwright. It says so on eventim and also on the email koelnticket sent me, so, if you type in Wainwright you don't find anything. I mean, I have my tickets ordered but still, it sucks for other people. Yesterday, at about 11.30 a.m I was reading and listening to the radio and suddenly something about Rufus comes on and I literally jumped out of my bed. It was some sort of ad for KultKomplex that evening, about the new generation of songwriters like Adam Green, Conor Oberst and such. They played two or three little interview pieces and like 10 seconds of gay messiah. And then, they ended up playing Adam Green's Emily anyway. Blaah the oh so cute'n'funny Adam Green. In the evening they played The one you love, which isn't even his latest single anymore. Or maybe in germany it is? Who knows. I got a very nice letter from Debi yesterday also wrote one back already. And now I better shower and hang up some laundry so that my mum doesn't change her opinion about going to Cologne. believe in me?

just a little yay post [18 Jul 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | happy ] I have ordered the tickets. The guy said something like rufus woinwright but hey. 3 crumbs| believe in me?

[18 Jul 2005|01:42pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | tocotronic-K.o.o.k ] I'm getting Harry Potter tomorrow. I'm still mad at our newspaper for giving away who dies. People can also read books, you know? Gaaah. But I got the book for school already. Haha I'm so smart, I went into another shop to look for the latest issue of the music magazin I usually read and left my bag with the book with my bike. I was probably a bit like lost in "I'm gonna see rufus and feli will visit me and i'm getting harry potter"thoughts. But then, who would take a German book for class 11? It was still there when I came back. ( dream rant ) believe in me?

[17 Jul 2005|10:17am] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Sonic Youth-JC ] Yesterday was cool. I saw Karoshi, Capricorn, Astra Kid, Pilot, Harmful, Olli Schulz und der Hund Marie, Dorfdisko and Biffy Clyro. You can see pics of all the bands on my photo album. Except for Biffy Clyro cause I kinda stood at the edge of the mosh pit and was afraid something could happen to my cam when I took it out. Moshing is actually pretty fun, but not when you have your cam, your glasses and your mobile with you. We didn't stay to see Madsen and Donots cause we were so thirsty and couldn't stand there anymore, hehe. I think the three bands I enjoyed the most were Astra Kid, Olli Schulz and Biffy Clyro. Astra Kid didn't play that one song by them I love so much. I forgot the title. I think it was Schwarzfahren. Yes it was Schwarzfahren. Olli Schult is great and very funny, too. "I am the human of the week" haha. Biffy Clyro were good, as I was saying, but I didn't like their fans or what seemed to be their fans. And they could have talked a little more. I don't expect every band to come up with "genius sayings" like Rufus's but a bit more talking would have been nice. 2 crumbs| believe in me?

[15 Jul 2005|08:09pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | none ] Today was really just...blah. Getting nothing done. Except for ironing. My mum promised to drive Chrissi and me to Cologne to Rufus if I iron all my stuff myself and am a little more helpful in general. Anything for Rufus. I guess she'll try to extort me with that. Doesn't matter. After the gig I can be less helpful again. Hehe kidding. And ironing is sort of fun cause you can listen to music. I just hope they start selling tickets soon, I'm looking up if there are any results for wainwright oder rufus wainwright on like 5 ticket selling sites three times a day but no luck so far. Holy shit I am obsessed. Anyway, I noticed my mum recorded some of my cds on tape. Without asking of course. Grr. Manics, The Smiths(only three songs, though, guess Moz's voice isn't her cup of tea hehe), Slut, Lambretta... I mean she could at least ask. Guess she was pretty shocked to find a Manson cd in my rack. Huu I'm gonna get myself a gun when the new schoolyear starts and kill all my teachers. I know I shouldn't joke about it. That reminds me of going back from Bochum by train. In front of me was the nicest looking couple you could ever imagine. I mean they looked like every parents's dream. Soo, and somewhere at the end of the wagon were some Turkish/Arabian guys singing I have no clue why. The woman kinda complayins about it and the guy said "They're probably going to London.". I dunno, but this sort of upset me. Probably because I didn't expect it at all...especially not from someone like him. Maximo Park are not coming to that for free festival tomorrow. That sucks. They're doing an English tv show. Instead, Olli Schulz und der Hund Marie are going to perform. They're okay, but...hm. I wub the title of their first album, though, "Brichst du mir das Herz, brech ich dir die Beine" (Break my heart and I'll break your legs). And he mentioned Rufus in an interview, in a good way. I can imagine the guys from Biffy Clyro and Olli Schulz sitting backstage and chatting about Rufus. There we go again. I guess. believe in me?

[14 Jul 2005|09:52pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | david bowie-lady stardust ] Two dates for Cologne and Berlin added. Yes. My day's sort of...perfect. I'm really really really glad right now. I wish Chrissi would text me back though. I need to call her anyway, wish I'd find her normal number, must be here somewhere... believe in me?

[13 Jul 2005|08:57pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | slut-wasted ] Why is actually The Robocop Kraus who are supposed to become famous abroad and not Slut? Just because The Robocop Kraus sound like franzferdinandmaximoparkblocparty? Blah. I don't think they suck but Slut deserve to be famous as well. What kind of stupid Name is the Robocop Kraus btw? But maybe the name Slut doesn't qualify for a career in the US? Mwaahaa. I have done like...nothing today. Nothing really productive anyway. So naturally there's not much to write about. I decided to try and learn Lucid Dreaming. So that I can make Rufus screw me. Nah. Having sex in your dream makes you lose the "clearness". Or so I have read. I only can remember one of those dreams it was soo great,I knew I was dreaming and suddenly I could fly just because I wanted it. Was a bit sad that I was dreaming that I were on a street in the middle of the desert. But still, it was pretty cool. I also can remember that sometimes, during nightmares, I knew I was sleeping, too, closed my eyes during the dream and woke up. That's actually a described technique for ending dreams when you've got enough. Oh god I so have nothing to do it seems. I actually intended to lear some Latin vocabulary when I'm on holidays. But inventing mnemonic tricks for 1200 words is just no fun. And the principal forms...how are you supposed to make mnemonic tricks for those? I know very very interesting. Things to do the next days/tomorrow -finish the bag -write an update -call Lena and aks if she can ask if it's okay for her parents when she's at home half past ten for once when my parents pick us up at the trainstation -do the same but call Chrissi -ask my mum if we can go to Manchester and Sheffield in December, to see Rufus -be unhappy cause she won't say yes -study Latin vocabulary -maybe ask someone to go to the swimming pool not around here, cause I still have tickets for it and it's nice to go there when no one knows you. And it's nicer than here. 4 crumbs| believe in me?

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